The detail in the fabric

A Few Of My Famous Friends

2010-06-04T11:43:00.011+07:00

Look at them, they were famous, they are beautiful, they are friends.
I do not have that status.
I'm not famous, I'm not as pretty as them. Their friendship was filled by various kinds of amazing things.
Shopping every week, come to the fashion show, even went together to go abroad.
Underlie their friendship with the expensive things.
But I'm sure, they love one another because the friendship could not be purchased.

But hei,I also have my best friend who i can trust. I can be completely honest with her without being so scared that my secret will be reveal by her.

And these are a few of my famous friends

Eventhough we're not famous,but for me,all of my friends are famous and all of them means a lot to me :) and ofcourse,i love each one of them very much!
And Thank God i have them as my best friends now ^^

Incomplete

2010-06-04T11:28:00.003+07:00

what's on your mind when looking at the picture above? Yes, happy family, all smiling, holding hands, there are strong ties between them.
I used to feel it.
Like a small child I used to only know that I have a father and I have a mother.
And I was the only child.
I used to be happy, because I do not understand the real situation.
I've always cheerful, feel all there.
I miss those time periods.
And I do not know where all that missing, all I know, I lost one person.
I can still see him clearly. Even if not every day.
There's even one person who tried to replace him.
No sense of direction.
I'm just a girl who follows what do I want and do not care what my future will be like later.

So,thank you.Without you, I would not know at the position where I belong.

KYUHYUN MENTIONED INDONESIA!

2010-05-07T19:02:00.004+07:00

Sorry Sorry,But It's Super Junior's Time Again! 4Jib is in the house!

2010-05-07T07:47:00.005+07:00

ELF! Are you ready for Super Junior's 4th Album! The teaser will out today! Keep it up and dont forget to check out the teaser! And the album will out in 13th of May and you cannot miss their comeback stage on Music Bank on KBS! Dont forget ELF!
Eventhough Super Junior only come back with 10 members,but still,let's pray the 3 members who werent there will be back soon!
alwas 13lieve in Super Junior! :)Super Junior HWAITING! Saranghaeyoooooo ~

Beijing Trip :)

2010-04-30T09:15:00.008+07:00

It was a very nice trip ;)

AGYNESS DEYN IS LOVE ;)

2010-04-14T12:36:00.004+07:00

I love her!

Something more about me :)

2010-04-09T07:26:00.002+07:00

Friday 9th April 2010

There's something about me you might want to know more since i've had my methamorphosis haha so anyway let me introduce my self again,
Full name Namira Ramadhani,nick name Sicha,you can create some nick name to me as long as it's polite.
Big fan of Super Junior.Already part of my life and I FORBID YOU TO INSULT SUPER JUNIOR or even ELF (Everlasting Friend) because Super Junior+ELF=1.If you insult them,then you insult me and my family.
Engaged to Cho Kyuhyun hehehe I really love him,he is the magnae (the youngest member of super junior) his voice is amazing!
And by the way,i love everything about Kpop (korean pop). I love to eat,sleep,hang out with my friends,shopping and trying something new.
Well i describe my style as simple and edgy and comfortable is a must!
I hate frog,rat,backstabber,liers.I hate when people lie to me or talk nonsence.
That's all guys,enjoy my blog.Cheeeers!

Happy (belated) Birthday to Super Junior's Cho Kyuhyun :D

2010-02-05T22:13:00.005+07:00

Friday 5th February 2010

Actually,Kyuhyun's birthday was on 3rd February,I just congrats him on my blog tonight,so i wrote it with belated,but i was actually wrote on my twitter right when his birthday came ;) All of the E.L.F on twitter are made a trending topic for our #evilmagnaekyu hahaha it was sooo cute!And it was number 2 in the trending topic.
I just really want to wish him all the best,i wish he will always be succes,healthy and always loving his fans,ME,especially hihi because i love him so much!
Happy birthday my baby kyu i will always love you ;DDD

Saranghaeyo Cho Kyuhyun :)

Oppa saranghaeyooo :)

Insecurity

2010-01-28T08:06:00.000+07:00

Thursday 28th January 2010

Happy belated new year bloggy :p Sorry it's been a while i havent write anything in my blog,i was busy doing something that pretty much i dont like,well,several of them are something i like too.So,sorry for bailing on you hehee
Anyway,this morning a huge weird feeling come through my head,i feel like a stupid person who afraid of loosing something.
I feel like something bad is going to happen to me,i try my best to stop feeling it but i cant,i dont feel okay,i dont feel good and i feel so insecure.
I dont know why,but things like this happen to me a lot and i'm not comfortable with all of these stupid insecurity!
I'm afraid of loosing something that really close to me..
I just hope that everything is gonna be okay.I really wish that,and God,please help me to get over this feeling ;)
And i hope God will give me a full secure and a luck!Amiiiieeen!

So yeah,since i throw it all in my blog,i feel a little relief i just want to get over this day !

Today's theme : LUCKY GIRL ;D

It's hard,but never rough

2009-12-02T11:43:00.004+07:00

Tuesday 2nd December 2009

Hellloooo bloggyyyy it's been a while i havent write any blog.Sorry,busy.Everything is been great,but seriously hard.I dont know if my life more like a drama series in a television,but yes,i think it is.Still,i want my self to be as cool as i could,as patient as i could,as wise as i could.One thing that i have to do is i have to be mature.
So what the hell?this is my life,it is hard,but I have my own game to play,some of the things that i do now,mostly is just having fun and never bother anything that i dont like.Or something really new that i have to agree on (it's just for you mom).Something that just really hard for me to balance.I am so freakin' confuse about how i roll this life.It's just too hard for me.
But honestly it never rough,because i have a lot of best friends who i can always count on.I have my Crazy yet so awesome chairmate(Yolanda Torong),she's the one who always be there for me well,mostly she call me everytime i'm in a '911' situation.I tell a lot about my personal life to her,we're pretty open to each other and we had a lot of incommon (read : we both in love with super junior.So does the rest of my girls hehe).And the rest of them,Anjani Anandito,she is so full of fun,just to hear her laugh,it can makes me laugh too haha.Mulyatun Amanah,oh girl,you do know how to 'scream' and ofcourse you do know what's the meaning of 'Loud' hahaha,Rara dhita she has the same story of my life,also Deva Oktariza she has also the same story of my life,and i realize i am not alone in this hard road.And we all always support each other and fix the broken thing even it's just a little thing.
So,my life is hard,but never rough because of you guys!So thank you sooooooo much SORORITY!You guys are soooooo awesooomeeee :D
I LOVE YOU ALL!

I LOVE you guys more than anything :D

2009-11-06T19:56:00.010+07:00

Friday 6th November 2009

Wow,it's been an hectic month,kinda hard but there's always a time i can forget all of those suck problem in my head.There's 5 of my best friends that can always make me laugh until my stomach hurt so bad or afterward,one of us are going to go to the bathroom for taking pee hahaa
I dont know,they are a really nice people to be with it's alaways fun to be near Yolanda,Nana(atcune),Deva,Anjani & Rara,if we're already together,we will forget about everything,in our mind will be just fun fun and fun,laugh,laugh and laugh!hahaha

I love you guys sooo much :D

13

2009-10-18T16:08:00.003+07:00

Sunday 18th October 2009

Do you know what's 13 means?13 means :

I love each one of them especially Cho Kyuhyun!
He is such a cutie hahahaa

This post is just one of the tinny detail of what I like recently,so I post it :p

braces oh braces

2009-10-18T10:08:00.005+07:00

Sunday 18th October 2009

Aduh gileeeeeeeeeeeeeee baru pasang behel tiga hari yang lalu nih gue,and it's killin' me babyyyyyyyyy oh God,tolong dong ini gigi rasanya kayak mau copot dan langsung tumbuh sariawan di mulut gue kanan kiri bagian dalem anjrit sabar deh gue sabaaaaar
Behel itu ide dari seorang dokter pada waktu itu,terus gue cuekin kemauan dokter gue ampe setahun gue gak di behel behel haha abisnya denger cerita temen2 gue yg di behel kaga ada enak2nya di behel,ya paling cuma buat gaya doang kesannya kalo pake behel tuh KATANYA yaaaa keliatan tajir lah,anak mami lah apa deh tuh omongan dan opinion org2 yg ga tau rasanya di behel.Kalo gue boleh milih antara behel dan tidak behel,I definetly choose tidak di behel.Biarpun sakitnya cuma 3 hari atau lebih tp ya tetep hrs sabar deh gue,semoga aja it'll work deh ga menang gaya doang,udh bayar mahal nih emak gue!hahaa
Anyway,pas masang behel ga sakit sama sekali,ya berasanya sekarang2 ini nih bubur jadi santapan sehari hari,see?how sad am I zz

shake it off,girl!

2009-10-14T14:44:00.002+07:00

Wednesday 14th October 2009

Okay,pretty shit week.It's Mid semester people!Day 3,and tomorrow will be another suck mid semester day,I just really want to end it quickly!Oh please,I got a lot in my mind now,first my family problem and second my grades,I dont know what grade am I gonna get,I mean the mid semester grade,i know it will be not good as I wanted.But pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee it's just something I'm not ready to do,there's a lot of thing I still couldnt get it!But hei,and so what??I dont give a shit about it!
I dont know how my life would be in the next 2 years,am I going to be able to survive?I'll survive for my mom,for my family,but what about me?
I still dont get it,I still dont know who I am,I dont know where to go,it's a complete blank moment,everytime,everynight and every day.
So please ya Allah,give me a clue,give something to change me!Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And yes,one of the reason i still in a bad mood sometimes,it just because of this tinny thing that I shouldnt think about.
Alright,that's the thing that i should shake it off!
I hate pretty much everything about my academic thing now,and please,dont be a smarty pants in front of me.I'll bite you

Unforgetable the dzavelash ;')

2009-10-10T20:56:00.002+07:00

Saturday 10th October 2009

Still,you guys are the love of my life :') and I've always missed you guys!

Meet my craaaaazy classmates!

2009-10-10T20:42:00.004+07:00

Saturday 10th October 2009

These girls are my awesome friends who always make me laugh,they always let my stress go away,we are crazy but we're not naughty,and they are

Mulyatun Amanah or a.k.a Nana --> Atcune

Anjani Anandito Asri a.k.a Jani --> Juju

Ifni Yolanda Cecariri Torong a.k.a Yole --> Sumiyati

Deva Oktariza Yodia Satria a.k.a Depppoy --> Juminten

R.Rara Dhita a.k.a Rara --> Ndharmi

Jongos jongos ter famous tahun 2009 tuh paling ekstrem loooh hahaha

I love you guys more than anything else :')

2009-10-10T20:34:00.002+07:00

Saturday 10th October 2009

Okay,I spend my saturday night at home,well at 6 PM to 8 PM I spent my time with my best best friend,Hazna at her house,I talk about everything with her,even my personal thing,I love her so so much!
And yeah,i got 2 best friend ever,their name are ari and arie hahaa They are awesome!
So here I am now,standing with 3 awesome person,who always be there for me no matter what!

Okay,time to be more mature now!

2009-10-09T21:47:00.002+07:00

Friday 09th October 2009

It's been a fun month,rough month,and yeah,hard month.I dont know if I can stand it any longer but life has to move on.And times flies when we're having fun.There's a couple of bad news that i just knew from my mom,and my mom suppoused to tell me last year but i just knew it last sunday.I dont want to post any of my family problem here,it's way too heavy and too privat.
I was surpriced but I wasnt cry,I was calm,but inside I was freakin' panic.I wanted to be as strong as I could in front of my mom and the did is done.I was strong.Strong enough to heard those words.
Eventhough something happened to me,I wont look down and look back,but I learned from those things and i hope it'll make me more mature then the old me.
I seriously thought that,this isnt happening to me.But it happened,i coulndt change it.
But hey,what's best for my mom,and if it's makes her happy,i think i'll (try) to be happy for her :')

Happy Lebaran All :')

2009-09-29T11:32:00.002+07:00

I am so terribly sorry for the late congrats my dear bloggy :)
Just wanna say HAPPY IEDUL FITRI 1430 H yaaaaaa
Forgive me for everything i've said,i've done and all of those idiotic i've done to you.
So sorry people and HAPPY LEBARAN

Telat banget sih gue

I havent intoduce my self so much havent I?

2009-09-12T08:22:00.003+07:00

Saturday 12th September 2009

Full Name : Namira Ramadhani Noveriandi
Nickname : Sicha,Namira,Nam,sichot,idung,sipeh,amoy,sule,eneng,IT,metal,cipuy,sichong. call me whatever you like lah as long as it not hurting me :)
Birthday : Jakarta 16th February 2009(you need to remember that)
Hair : Dark brown(masa si?)
Eyes : gatau item gatau coklat tua liat sendiri aja deh
Kulit : ga putih,ga item,ga kuning
Music : Super Junior,Shinee,Beast,lady gaga,jason mraz and anything that is good on my ears.
Facebook : sichaedgygirl@rocketmail.com
twitter : Namirasicha(user)
MSN : chaa_marmut@hotmail.com(id nya jadul abis)
YM : Siicha_cha
Loves : Eat,shopping,nonton,hang out,nongkrong,muter muter mall ga jelas,vintage,ice cream,lasagna,pizza,fettucine.
Hates : fakers,backstabber,liers,org ga jelas,org sok kenal,sok ganteng,sok keren,sok eksis,sok artis,snakes,frog,tikus,anjing yg badannya 2x lipat lebih gede dari gue,nunggu,org bawel,org banyak ngomong.
Adress : Kemang Pratama 2 Bekasi Jl.Kemang melati 3 blok M6
Engaged to : Super Junior Cho Kyuhyun
Real status : SINGLE
personal quote : when something amazing not happen in your life,it happen in mine

still figuring out who I am.So that's pretty much it

My guilty plesure at 23.00 PM

2009-09-07T15:57:00.007+07:00

it's just a really hard month

2009-08-29T09:58:00.003+07:00

Saturday 29th August 2009

It's a pretty hard month for me,a really really hard month.But it's not that bad too anyway I lost someone that was my love and now his gone.But it's not that hard to lettinng him go,and life goes on so do my life has to move on.
I moved on.I feel useless when i have to cry for like a week just for something i think it's not too worth it to cry on.For some reason loosing you is a bad thing but in a many other reason loosing you is just one simple phase of my life that i have to deal with.Not so special,but a little hurt.
And just so you know,for a lot of times we spent our moment together good and bad but too bad we were trying so hard to be somthing called 'perfect'but none of us are perfect.And i cant be perfect for you and so did you.And just incase you dont mind,I dont want you to feel like you are the most hero person for me.But if you dissepointed in me,then what kind of word that i can describe for you?
I felt dissepointed by you for many times and i dont want to tell you.That's honesty.
I dont want to judge any of your kindness or badness but what i felt so much was that many dissepontment.
We were repeating our special moment for several times and we were happy but we never ended it smoothly because non of them are mature enough to get to the other side of our relithionship.
so that's it,i'm sorry for everything :)

Saturday at SB :D

2009-08-15T19:07:00.007+07:00

Saturday 15th August 2009

I LOVE THIS MOMENT SO MUCH!

Welcoming the freshman :D

2009-08-02T07:51:00.005+07:00

If it's true,then I'll face it

2009-08-01T23:23:00.001+07:00

Saturday 1st August 2009

Okaaay,it's been a while since I'm so busy with everything,my school actually.But it's been a really great time spending time at my new school.But I'll discuss about that later in other post ;)
Right now,I wanna talk about something that I never expected to talk about,something that makes me feel like I just want to make it go away and erase it from my memory.
It's just about something that i still dont know for sure,something that I still want to figure out but yet,it's something that makes me NOT BELIEVING YOU ANYMORE
When I heard that,I Honestly didnt feel anythingand I dont even know why.Well maybe I should open my mouth as big as I can open it,scream,or something but I didnt feel any of those stuff coming out!
And it's absolutely weird for me,and deeply I seriosly didnt feel any pain.
Because you know why?To be honest,I dont really mind if it's true because I feel like I already know you as that person but I'm too stupid to fall for you over and over again,and this time I'll make my own battle field and I know who will be the winner
So yeah,that's the thing that I'm going to do now,I'm not a looser,I'm not a stupid person,and YOU CANT RUN AWAY FROM ME
Belive me,your going to fall in a pretty deep hole boy

DUFAN :)

2009-07-10T20:33:00.001+07:00

it was fun :D

BAD NEWS :'(

2009-07-08T11:19:00.000+07:00

Wednesday 8th July 2009

We just wanted to let you know, that the news of Ryan and Jon leaving the band is unfortunately true. It’s been an amazing journey being in a band with them, but sometimes individual tastes take friends in different directions and you can’t ignore it. They are some of the most talented guys we know, and we’re sure that whatever they do next will be great. That said, Panic At The Disco is alive and very very well. We are working on new songs that we are excited for you to hear. Our dates
with Blink and No Doubt start in a little less than a month, and we wouldn’t miss those for the world. We know everybody has a lot of questions at this point with everything being so out of the blue, most of those should be answered in the coming weeks. We appreciate every one of you, and hope you continue with us on this incredible ride.

Pay attention we have a surprise in store for you.

-Brendon and Spencer

PS we were cleaning out the practice space and you’ll never guess what we found

and this one is from ryan and jon

Ryan Ross and Jon Walker will be leaving Panic at the Disco to embark on a musical excursion of their own. Though the four of us have made music together in the past, we’ve creatively evolved in different directions which has compromised what each of us want to personally achieve. Over the years, we have remained close and honest with each other, which helped us to realize that our goals were different and that parting ways is truly what is best for each of us. We are all excited for the future, you should be too.

-Ryan & Jon

Stay posted to the Panic site for updates on Ryan and Jon’s new project, as well as a message from Brendon and Spencer who will continue on as Panic At The Disco. All touring and album plans for Panic will continue as previously announced.

Gue liat ini di website panic sendiri.Log on aja www.panicatthedisco.com or check mySpace mereka www.myspace.com/panicatthedisco

Okay,I'm sorry i'm a bit drama queen,but at this point I ADORE RYAN ROSS so much!
dan gue ga percaya dia sama Jon keluar!
agggggghhhh I still cant believe it!
But anyway kalo pun mereka leave the band gue tetep dukung ryan sama jon apapun project mereka sekarang well at least they not leave us forever :)
So GOOD LUCK for RYAN ROSS and JON WALKER,I wish you guys all the best and alson for spencer and brendon you guys are still a rock star!
I love you all :)

Farewell night :')

2009-06-30T17:14:00.001+07:00

We close this long month with a smile on our face :)

2009-06-30T11:42:00.000+07:00

Tuesday 30th June 2009

Banyak banget kejadian yg terjadi di bulan ini maupun buat diri gue,buat The Dzavelash dan buat angkatan 10.
Bulan Juni bagi angkatan 10 bulan yg menentukan bgt lulus apa tidaknya kita,tepatnya di tanggal 20 Juni itu pengumuman kelulusan,suer gue deg degan banget pas mau deket deket hari sabtu tgl 20 itu,semua jantungan,semua was was.Tapi alhamdulilah gue dan dzavelash lulus :D biarpun angkatan 10 ga lulus 100% kita tetep yakin kalo next generation bisa menghasilkan prestasi yg lebih baik dari angkatan kita tapi our generation is the best laaah hehe :P
Dan bagi gue ninggalin darussalam itu berat banget,banyak hal yg udh gue alamin bareng anak2 angkatan 10,seneng,sedih,bahagia,gila gilaan,ketawa ketawa semuanya deh!
Apalagi ninggalin guru gurunya,kalo lagi kesel sih pengennya ga ketemu lagi ama guru2 haha tapi biar gimana pun mereka yg paling ngangenin bagi gue,selain udh jadi orang tua gue di sekolah mereka juga udh ngajarin kita setabah tabahnya.Especially Bu Wulan,gue bakal kangen banget sama Bu Wulan solanya dia guru tereasy going yg pernah gue kenal,palinh bijaksana,paling asik deh!Ga mungkin gue bisa lupa!
Terus bangunan darsal yg selalu kita ledek karna belom jadi tapi pasti ngangenin.Baju olahraga yg warnanya oranye campur merah yg selalu kita ejek mirip tukang sapu pinggir jalan itu ga bakal bisa di lupain,geboy kriping singkong yg super pedes yg belom tentu kita temuin di sekolah laen,mba sela yg jutek juga ga bakal ada lagi org kaya mba sela haha piss mba :P
Semua itu bakal gue jadiin kenangan paling berharga buat gue :)
Dan alhamdulilah imtihan berjalan lancar kita semua seneng,nangis bahagia karna kita udh lulus dari SMP :D
What a long month..hmm..
berjuang mati matian demi lulus akhirannya happy ending juga ya hahaa
Buat gue bulan ini bulan yg confusing haha but let's open another chapter,start of something new.
Tapi gue yakin,kita pasti ketemu lagi :D
I LOVE YOU 10th GENERATION!

Boring?Describe it with your own expression :p

2009-06-29T17:54:00.000+07:00

Monday 29th June 2009

hahhaaa I got nothing to post so i post this hehe ;P

YOU,yes YOU!

2009-06-29T16:16:00.000+07:00

Monday 29th June 2009

Hmmmmm,my word for today is what a looooong monday.Everything is so boring,so sleepy,got nothing to do :(
But one thing that still hanging on my head is YOU.
YOU make me think about YOU
YOU make me wanna smile everytime I think about YOU
YOU hunt me in my dream
YOU
YOU
YOU
YOU are in my mind now
I even had a Dream about YOU last night,it was so clear and so real.
It felt like I dont want to wake up and stay with YOU in my dream.But I couldnt,I woke up and realized that it was just a dream.
A wonderfull dream about YOU.
I want to be with YOU now,but I cant.I cant be with YOU because of YOU
YOU make me curious!
YOU made me SAD!
But over all the truth is,
I MISS YOU!

YES,YOU!

For now,I dont want to talk too much about him :)

2009-06-27T22:22:00.001+07:00

Saturday 27th June 2009

Okaaaaaay,I think I'm gonna say "he's back in the picture people!" Not that I dont want to stick to all my word about him,but things changed along the way and I never see that coming,and I'm a person who always belive in second chances,but I dont know if i can give him second chance.
But everytime I think about it there's a feeling that I have to give him another shot,but at the same time i think of the possibilities that would happen later.
Maybe it was just a stupid dilemma and i dont really want to think about it too much.As long as I can keep up with this new situation I think I'm fine with it.
You know,sometimes life is never ever like what we are expected,we never know what coming up tomorrow,the day after tomorrow,next week,next month or even next year.So I guess I'm going to keep my mouth shut and talk if it's needed.
Over all,for now we're stick to our new FRIENDSHIP :)

Good bye Junior High School :D

2009-06-27T09:21:00.000+07:00

Saturday 27th June 2009

That was the thing that I ware last night,I was so proud!haha :D

I'd prefer it's a bad habit

2009-06-25T23:12:00.000+07:00

Thursday 25th June 2009

You know,things that i hate the most is when people talk too much.
when people ask to much question.
when people ask me to do a favor more than once.
especially when people talking too much but not thinking.Or like,not thinking before they speak.
sometimes when they meant is just a joke,but their jokes are not in a good situation so it makes people mad yeah I've felt that million times.
I feel like,where is their brain?Or should I say,where are they put it?
They become a fucking idiot everytime they talk but not with their brain
I seriously hated it!

Okay,I admit it,I fell in love with this guy HAHAHAHA

2009-06-25T16:47:00.000+07:00

I seriously think that he is so HOT

Somehow I feel like a stupid person

2009-06-23T22:29:00.000+07:00

Tuesday 23rd June 2009

I need to make up my mind.
I dont want to hurt you.
I dont want to feel guilty.
But it was wrong,It was all wrong,I didn't expect everything has to be like this
Maybe it's not the time,It's not the right time.
It just seems so wrong for me
and I feel like i took it to soon,i took my desicion to soon,to fast I didn't even think!
I feel stupid!
I feel so dumb!
why would this happen?It shouldnt have to happen this way?
I am so lost
i feel like a stupid person

(in my mind,sometimes I always say)I H.A.T.E Y.O.U

2009-06-22T18:45:00.000+07:00

Monday 22nd June 2009

I honestly dont wanna say this,but seriously your attitude makes me sick.

That's all I can say

ALHAMDULILAH GUE LULUS ;D

2009-06-20T21:14:00.000+07:00

Saturday 20th June 2009

ALHAMDULILAH YA ALLAH!MAKASIH YA ALLAH!
YEEEAAAAY gue LULUS!
Makasih Ya Allah udah ngabulin doa hambaaaaa :D
Aduh sumpah ga kebayang bgt deh!Nangis bahagia jatoh dari mata gue,dan gue bisa teriak sekenceng kencengnya!
Makasih buat semuanya yg udh doain gue yaa :D
I feel soooo relief!OH MY GOD!
Today is the HAPPIEST day of my life!I cant believe I leave my Junior High School status,to Senior High School status!Yeaaaaaah
Makasih buat guru guru di sekolah gue yg udh ngajarin gue segala macem sampe gue lulus!
I LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU!
So here I am now..
SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL,HERE I COME :D

Hall-hal yg akan gue lakukan kalo gue lulus(aamiin)

2009-06-20T11:04:00.000+07:00

Saturday 20th June 2009

1.Teriak sekenceng kencengnya

2.Mengucap Alhamdulilah

3.tarik nafas dalam dalam,keluarkan

4.berterima kasih sama Allah,sama orang2 yg udh doain gue :)

Pengumuman diundur sampe hari senin

2009-06-20T10:03:00.000+07:00

Saturday 20th June 2009

Hari ini seharusnya hari yg menentukan bgt buat gue & angkatan 10.Pengennya hr ini lega,seneng,nangis bahagia,nyengir,jumpalitan,lompat2an,bersyukur sama Allah.
Tapi kayaknya(InsyaAllah)semua itu harus kita semua undur sampe hari senin tgl 22 Juni 2009.
Gue ga ngerti kenapa diknas ngundur2 hasil UN?Setau gue UN tahun ini katanya sih 'ketat' bgt,tapi ko ga keliatan konsistennya ya?
Ya mungkin ada problem yg ga kita ngerti sih,tepatnya Gue kurang tau kenapa.
Ya gue emang kesel,sebel,karna gue udh mules mules,deg deg'an setengah mati,begadang,smsan ga jelas sama wilda semaleman cuma buat nungguin hari ini dateng.
But anyways,gue berharap biarpun pengumuman diundur,gue berharap hasilnya akan tetep kaya yg kita semua pengenin.
1.LULUS
2.Nilai bagus
3.Nem tinggi
AAMIIN YA ALLAH!

I have to fight my afraidness

2009-06-16T20:11:00.000+07:00

Tuesday 16th June 2009

I'm happy about,pretty much everything now haha about people around me,everybody!I really feel the love lately.
And I do feel like I want to fight my afraidness.I want to believe in my self,I can believe in my self,I have to believe in my self,because that's the only magic that can make everything happen.
So I believe that Allah will give me miracle if I belive in my self that I can use that miracle to make my mind belive that I'm going to pass my last examination!Yes I will(aamiin)
but everytime i said that,my heartbeat is beating so hard because I'm afraid!Seriously!
But i know I will pass!
I know I will!

Harus Yakin kalo gue pasti lulus :D

2009-06-16T13:31:00.000+07:00

Tuesday 16th June 2009

(sigh)Ooh My God,I am so afraid,I'm scared about the possibility,the rumor and everything.My straight to believe in my self is start to fading..
I keep pray,pray,and pray because i belive that is the only thing to calm my mind,my soul and my thought.
I'm afraid that,what if i'm not going to pass?
What if that will happen in my life?
OHHHH I AM SO SCARED nowwww....
Ohhh YA ALLAH,please give me a miracle,I hope the email that will come to my email will be 'LULUS' aaaaaamiiiiiin

Pengumuman kelulusan

2009-06-16T13:29:00.000+07:00

Tuesday 16th June 2009

4 DAYS FROM NOW

PASTI LULUS!

Pengumuman kelulusan

2009-06-15T08:36:00.001+07:00

Monday 15th June 2009

5 DAYS FROM NOW

PASTI LULUS!

Pengumuman kelulusan

2009-06-14T21:53:00.000+07:00

sunday 14th June 2009

6 DAYS FROM NOW

PASTI LULUS!

I'm optimis but honestly I am so scared

2009-06-14T21:43:00.000+07:00

Sunday 14th June 2009

Hei everyone,good evening.I just heard some bad bad rumor,and that was the rumor that i've never expected.
Pengumuman kelulusan,is 6 days from now and I am sooooo teribly scared because of that 'rumor' I cant tell you what is it about,to be honest,all i can do right now is pray,pray,and pray.
I surrender my self to Allah.I wish everything is okay,I wish everything is gonna be alright.
I admit it,I am optimis,but yet.I am AFRAID.I'm SCARED.
what if something bad will happen?
NO...
Ya Allah,semoga saya lulus UN 100%,Semoga angkatan 10 Lulus UN 100% Ya ALLAH!
Tolong kabulkan doa hamba ya ALLAH :)
aaamiiin

Dont be a followers

2009-06-12T15:15:00.000+07:00

Friday 12th June 2009

I dont know why I post this,probably that's the only thing that came up in my brain.
I just want to say,I hate it when I have to see other people try to be famous or 'well-known' by following someone else.
I dont think it's cool.I think it's stupid.I hate it when in one time,that person is them self,but in one moment when they with someone that their think that person is fun to be around,or you are desperately want to be their friend,and you change,just like a snap of a finger.
I hate to see that when it's coming.
especially in fashion,I'm not try to be a trendsetter or a trendcenter or whatever.I just want to 'look good' other's does.So I made my own fashion statement,I want to dress differently from other people,I want to look good,so make your own fashion statement!
be your self and dont be a follower :)

love
peace
love

S

bored,then took pictures

2009-06-12T13:43:00.000+07:00

I took pictures because i was bored hahaha

3 things when i'm looking for a guy

2009-06-11T21:30:00.000+07:00

1.bad boy (yepp absolutely)

2.funny

3.talented

other than that,he needs to be caring,open minded,nice,silly but at the same time serious and uuuuhhhh....romantic(huh?)

hahaha whatever,it just something that came through my brain because I am falling in love now :D

Good morning,Good morning,Good morning to You :)

2009-06-10T10:13:00.000+07:00

Wednesday 10th June 2009

Good morning everybody :) what a sunny day today :D
I can feel how bright and warm the sun is this morning!
I woke up arond 8 and I dont know,I just thought that today would be a great day!
So I hope it is :)

Reminded me of my childhood moment :)

2009-06-09T21:11:00.000+07:00

Tuesday 9th June 2009

I still dont understand,why would i watch disney princesses dvd?
hahaha I watched my favourite princess early this afternoon,I watched princess Jasmine and his handsome boy Aladdin.
And it was remind me of my childhood when i used to watch cinderella and aladdin over and over again.
And i feel like i want to go back to that moment where i was so innocent,i was free to do anything i want,i was happy,i was free to be a princess
not right now i could'nt..
hmmmmmm....
things are different now sicha,you are 15 years old!
Let's not watch that dvd again,come on...hahaha
but it's fine,i dont care about when i should grow up and be a mature person,honestly i dont give a shit about it.
I like being a kid,i love being 15 year old girl.I always loved it :)

I had a strange dreams this past 2 days

2009-06-09T08:40:00.000+07:00

Tuesday 9th June 2009

Good morning everyone,this past 2 days,I had a really strange dreams,it wasnt a bad dream or weird actually but I guess I'd prefer call it a good and sweet dream because I dreamt about BRENDON URIE!
HHAHAHAHHA Cheesy huh?
But seriously,I saw him in my dream,and he is as cute as he is!

I love you too BRENDON :D

They Excepted me!

2009-06-08T20:25:00.000+07:00

Monday 8th June 2009

hello good evening ladies and gents :)
Good news for my parents,good news for my friends,my best friends,my siblings and bla bla
Gue keterima di SMA negri 1 bekasi.Sekolah impian nyokap gue,sekolah dimana nyokap gue pengen gue masuk situ
yaa Alhamdulilah gue masuk.Skor gue 180,gue bingung knp gue bsa masuk sma 1?
padahal disana bocahnya pinter pinter,gue?dibanding sama gue langit ke bumi kali hahaha
tau deh gue seneng seneng aja deh masuk
Alhamdulilah sbelum lulus udh dpt sma.
HARUS LULUS!Tanggal 20 JUNI adalah hari keberuntungan buat gue!
AAMIN YA ALLAH :D!

Me,My self & I

2009-06-08T14:07:00.000+07:00

Monday 8th June 2009

Today,is a brand new day,A brand new me and yep I'm happy because I'm a single lady hehehe
Things are different now,and I'm happy about it.
This morning,when I woke up the fisrt thought in my mind was 'I'm gonna start my day with a brand new smile'
.Well,today,pretty much 'not-so-boring' because I watched Panic At The Disco Live in Chicago since this morning,I almost forgot my lunch because I saw 'the so handsome' brendon and 'the so cute' Ryan hahaha seriosly THEY ARE SO HOT!
Still,
I am ALONE
I am not with anyone
I try to not feel boring
I texted evryone to get over what kind of thing that i used to receive
But hei,
I AM ALONE
BUT I'M NOT LONELY

Love
peace
love

S

The list of people that I LOVE the most

2009-06-07T10:01:00.000+07:00

1.MY MOM

2.The Dzavelash

3.My crazy loveable cousins (Amilda & dimas)

4.My Family

5.My Grandma(s)

6.George Ryan Ross

7.Panic At the Disco :P

I'm Listening and watching these awesome cd/dvd!

2009-06-07T09:28:00.001+07:00

Panic at the disco live in Chicago really cool!Ryan,you are soooooo HOT!
and also,Lady Gaga,The Fame.Cool cd!Really like that kind of music :D

GEORGE RYAN ROSS(ooohhh he's a cutie!)

2009-06-06T19:01:00.001+07:00

Seriously,he is sooo cute!hahaa

The all NEW DZAVELASH :)

2009-06-05T21:05:00.001+07:00

They are COMPLETE me :)

I love you all my dzavelash emuuuaaaah !

things are getting boring

2009-06-03T10:29:00.000+07:00

Wednesday 3rd June 2009

well,it's not a while anymore when I looked in to my calendar and counted on how long was the "big news" a.k.a "pengumuman kelulusan".It's not a while anymore,I can even count on my fingers,and it's kind of freak me out(sometimes).
Sometimes,I always wanted to get over it,but I could'nt(unfortunately) because like it or not,It will come soon enough.And I still cant believe how fast time past by..
But anyway,I try to keep positive and always pray to ALLAH SWT that I'm going to past my Final Examination!I will past that!AAmiin..
So,i really need your support guys!Pray for me!Okay?

love
peave
love

S

My "almost" lost cellphone

2009-05-31T20:43:00.000+07:00

Sunday,May 31st 2009

Hari ini,gue nonton bareng nyokap dan sepupu gue(lagi2 dimas) dan sebelum nonton gue melakukan hal yg cewe lakukan sebelum & sesudah nonton(ga semua cewe si) gue pipis di kamar mandi bioskop.Kebiasaan gue,gue orgnya ga pernah naro hp di tas,pasti hp selalu gue tenteng2 kemana mana gue pergi ga ada niat buat "show off" yaa,cuma takutnya kalo ada yg telfon or sms gue suka ga sadar,ga dengerlaah,and takutnya urgent.Makanya selalu gue tenteng.Wajarlah namanya juga telefon GENGGAM hehe :p
Teruuus dan kebiasaan buruk gue,setiap udh masuk kmr mndi,gue selalu taro hp gue di atas closetnya,dan pasti gue ambil lagi.Tapi gatau gue bego bgt kali ini gue tinggal gitu aja dan baru inget waktu dimas tanya "hp kamu mana moy?" di dalem studio.Gue kaget,bingung,panik dan langsung lari ke kmr mandi!Gue liat di kmr ,mandi tempat gue pipis td dan it's gone!Gue tanya ke emba2 yg biasa ada di kmr mandi perempuan,dia bilang "wah saya ga tau tuh mba,tadi rame banget soalnya.Mba liat sendiri kan?Ga ada yang titip hp ke saya" gue tambah deg deg'an!
Gue keluar kamar mandi dan dimas nungguin di luar kamar mandi dia nanya "ada ga?" gue jawab sambil gigit jari "gaadaaaa...." akhirnya kita tanya ke security depan pintu 21nya.Dia malah nyuruh gue tanya ke emba2 kmr mandi!ohh shit makin panik gue!
Dan ALHAMDULLILAH!Ada org yg nyamperin ke arah gue dan security itu dan dia ngomong "Hpnya ilang yaa?(sambil menjulurkan hp gue)" perasaan relief di badan gue berasa bgt!
Gue langsung ambil hp gue dan BERTERIMA KASIH kepada sang emba yg baik hati yg udh ngebalikin hp gue!
TERIMA KASIH MBA,MAKASIH BANYAK YA MBA!
Itu kata2 yg kleuar dr bibir gue.Dan dalem hati "Makasih banyak ya ALLAH!"
fuihhhhh...aduh gila deh kalo ampe ilang,ga tau bakal gimana.Ya mungkin E71 ini emang masih rezekin buat gue.Thank you mba,thank you ALLAH so muchhhh I love you!

It all dissapear when I'm with my family :)

2009-05-30T22:07:00.001+07:00

Saturday 30th May 2009

These days,I've been spending my time with my family.Kebanyakan si sama sepupu gue,seminggu ini,hampir tiap hari kali ketemu,dan kerjaannya cuma curhat kalo ga bercanda,narsis,gila2an dan yg pasti jalan hehe
Terus,kalo di bilang lg ada masalah sama 4 kampret itu si ya ada,masih tetep ada di memory otak gue.Tapi,gue ga pernah mau mikirin mereka karna ya menurut gue mereka ga penting banget buat dipikirin,ga ada gunanya nguras tenaga juga.
Dan obatnya ya cuma spend time sama keluarga,ga ada yg lebih baik deh dari keluarga.Seneng aja bisa kumpul ketawa ketiwi,webcam ampe gigi kering,ampe ga inget apa apa deh selain moment itu aja.
2 bulan kebelakang,sebelum UN apalagi gilaaa deh hidup gue lebih hectic!Ga pernah gue ketemu sama keluarga gue,suer kaya anak guru gue sebelum UN.Tapi sekarang hampir tiap hari ketemu terus sama keluarga.
I'm happy to be around them,and it's right,nothing is better than your own family,so forget about those stupid dummies and just have fun!

The NEW DZAVELASH :)

2009-05-30T11:46:00.000+07:00

Okaaay,ini dia nama nama orang orang berbakat dan baik hati hehhee

Nurhayati Salma 10 January 1994 Namira Ramadhani Sicha 16 February 1994 Rizky Amalia Ramadhan 25 February 1995 Wilda Zahraturrahmah 24 Maret 1994 Lestari Kanti Wilujeng 11 April 1994 Izharie Putri Wendhita 12 Mei 1994 Aninda Ayu Sekarsari Putri 31 January 1995 Farenthya Jessica Ramaddhini 13 February 1995

8 people with a great personality :D.We love eachother,and we hope we can always have this friendship until the end(end yg mana gue gatau).But most of all,please God,keep us together forever eventhough time will seperate us but we will always love each other!

THE NEW DZAVELASH IS INCREDIBLY AWESOME :D
P.S,yg di coret dan ada tulisan STUPID & DUMBnya are NOT THE DZAVELASH anymore :D

Hectic!

2009-05-30T10:56:00.000+07:00

Kemaren malem,gue baru balik sekitar jam stengah 12,spend time with my cousin and his umm..'friend' haha :P
dan tiba tiba gue nerima sms dari wilda tentang apa yg ditulis BELLA,di blognya.Gue kaget+marah,dia nulis tentang dzavelash and talk shit about us!Ngatain kita FVCKING gitu deeh.Paling gue rasa dia juga ga tau apa artinya.
Sumpah ya,masalah ini kalo boleh di bilang is the LEAST problem yg ada di list gue.Karna yang gue hadapin cuma org yg di sekolahin tapi masih KURANG DAPET PENDIDIKAN,sebenernya gue kasian sama nyokapnya yg udh bayarin sekolahnya mahal mahal,tapi anaknya masih tetep GA PUNYA ETIKA dan kerjaannya ngegali kejelekan orang,padahal dirinya sendiri BELOM BAGUS.But anywaaaay orang orang udh tau kenapa dia begitu,well..KURANG PERHATIAN maybe?jadi cari sensasi and attention from other people deeh ihhh suer gue si malu kalo jadi dia.
Gue kasih tau aja yaa,org org udh tau seluk buluk lo kaya gimana,jangan suka ngumbar AIB makanya ke org lain,otak lo di transfer ke TOKET si!EEWWWWWW YOU ARE DISGUST ME!
GUE JIJI SAMA ORG KAYA LO!